Mini gathering

Azie muji gelang ku kac, gelang adik ku ya oii.....hehehe... daripada lengan ku yang bulat kedak panda ya kosong pakei ajakla yang matching ngan baju...



Pose candid dari Azie...

Dah nak abis tahun 2010, baruklah dapat berjumpa dengan geng2 tegar ku dari Bod Sarawak. Malas nak announce rah board, selalu di announce, banyak macam jak cerita, last2 the same old face jak yang datang. One more thing,padah pun kelak, ada yang sik jujur ambik kesempatan nak tauk sapa kamek orang, kak ya madah dalam board ada nengar orang gathering....dah alang2 ke sia, tang join ajak owh....Aieee... ai berjakok2 indah lok...hehehe. Al-kisahnya tek 4 orang yang dah confirm datang, last2 3 orang jak yang datang, Ema tek ada hal last minit. Whatever, it was to catch up on loads and loads of gossip. It was fun though, dah lamak sik jumpa esp with Ida....kamek tiga Azie & Ema dah jumpa riya bila pengilan nikah BG bulan June lepas. Hopefully to see some crowd at the next gathering....mmmm

Geram???

I just don't know what to put as the title of this entry but after seeing the pictures, geram lah ya..but not that very d geram kata urang, just geram ajak. Well, that gives me a stronger point to counter attack someone out there. Apa kata urang tek, mengata dulang paku serpih, mengata orang dia yang lebih. Whatever it is, aku just nak melepas geram ajak. Just can't help feeling geram, afterall aku hanyalah manusia yang tidak sempurna.

Kek Raya Aji

I made these 3 cakes for raya aji celebration, kek Ati Parek, cheese cake and cheese choc fudge cake.

Pulang

Lekak sorang2 artis kita ninggal tahun tok, latest was Allahyarham Shamrin (vocalist Fotograf)Masa remaja aku membesar dengan lagu2 group tok. Mun dibanding dengan lagu2 kinek tok masih sik dapat melawan lagu2 dolok. I guess the 80's and early 90' still rules.



Alfatihah. Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat hendaknya.

To do for raya aji?..

Been planning to make brownies since last week but I was bogged down with loads of thing...nak molah jak, ada2 jak bendol ngaco. Now that raya aji is round the corner, my mum dah ngeluar book resepi aku. Waaa...nak molah kek apa tek mak?..hehee...Me?..I plan to make 1 - 2 cookies this weekend ..and opss...ada kawan order kek ati parek 2 cuan plus kek lapis choc cheese..ok...halfway blogwalking trying to carik infirasi apa k polah raya aji kelak, mun ekot rasa nyawa tok semua nak k polah...

See lah, what I'm going to do later...checking2....tsk..tsk...tsk!!!

Monday????...

It's Monday!!!!!Yeahhh!..what can I say, first2 thing eh, I had to iron 3 baju awal pagi tadik, reason being, the first two tops were white and I didn't notice the yellow smudges on both tops. By the time I wore the 3rd top, it was already 7 am. Still, I manage to calm myself tho getting a lil panicky already. I simply hate to face the jam around that time tho am driving an auto car. However, I was happy that I arrived before 8, about 0740am to be exact.Must be laju kan, kata kawanku tadik...entahlah deng, sik pian gik nanga meter ku ya... Phew!...

Once I reached the office, all the 3 bosses were in. Wah!...p sik hal la nak, I came before 8. Then, it struck me, two of my colleagues are on leave and that meant I'll be serving 3 bosses today. Mmmmmmmm...kak ya?..dah kerja nak..polah jak lah, tp alhamdulillah all 3 were very nice except for a few occasional enquiries and instructions from my own immediate boss..the rest was history and manageable. Lamak dah aku sik busy gila kedak pagi tadik. Thankfully, I managed to juggle the tasks and clear the pile (not that many but enough to steal the breath out of me)before 12:30 today.

In between photostating stuffs (and with the photostating machine meragam awal2 pagi), delegating the other photostating loads to the office boy, answering calls, making a few calls, flight cancellations and sending & replying emails(need to think oso ma, ingat reply or antar2 emel sukati jak kah, salah ayat mmg mangkong palak dirikpun)...haaaaaaaaa....happy I... I just love my job!...

I made two mistakes today, I ommitted two names in my email list and was reminded by the missing person themselves...ehehehee...sori Dr2 sekelian...

Second mistake, typo error, instead of typing 8 November 2010, I typed 8 October 2010, senyum jak boss madah (senyum sindir kah Boss?..what the heck, I apologised immediately and he smiled...whatever!!!)

And the conversation goes like this...

L: I miss him!

N: Is that a statement or declaration ger?... Sabar jaklah. Btw, nak nanyak kau...Are you in love with him? (Thought about it initially but didn't manage to ask her then)

P: Yes, I am!. sik pernah aku rasa cam tok not even with my x-bf.

N: owh????!!!...ok (clueless what to say next...and after a while while rummaging thru the papers in my hand and looked at her) Kau tauk kan he's engaged so I hope you just let go lah, it's not easy ok, I've been there and I know, it hurts but you have to decide what's best for you.

P: I don''t have a choice...(she gave me the kesian look)

N: ooo sayang... You have choices and you can decide you know, kau jak sik maok molah choice ya. Still, if you want to suffer and wait for him, up to you but honestly you are wasting your time. Kau masih mudak bah.. 26 yrs old only..be fair to yourself...(actually wanted to say some more but I fear that she would think that I am such a nag and talking way tooooo much...so I just stop there..teehehehe...over kan?..)

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She walked up to my table and sat in front of me with her shoulders hunched. (Doh!..dah parah mbiak tok eh!) said to myself

L: Benci aku eh! (And then she put her head down on the table) Nya sik sms aku agik...! She looked at me again.

N: (Smiled) Biarnya bah..give him space, aku dah madah ngan kau nak...sooooooooo?... do you know that you are being so pushy! You're giving him more pressure la...nya serba salah ya, nya tunang orang bah and it's a complicated relationship ok. Kau org luar, orang lain akan nyalah kau bah ....let it rest ok...

L: Aku tauk tapi aku sik suka bah...

N: apa yang kau sik suka...nya sik kedak dolok, masa mula2nya kenal ngan kau...?

L: aoklah, I miss the old him!

N: Biasalah orang laki, mula2 nak kenal, ayat-ayat jak power koh and then malar jak bersms, kak ya....ish.....malasku nak madah eh, you know the drill....

All these conversations happened within this week, every now and then she would come up to me and share with me her thoughts and feeling. Ada lagik sebenarnya, tunggu lok ah....to be continued.

Love Story II

Sambungan dari entry lalek riya eh...frankly, am just not soooooo in to this love thingy anymore, bukan tegal out of love or whatsoever kata urang, (wah..statement ku...)just to me it's the same old thing again nak owh, you fall in love, you're on cloud 9, feeling on top of the world etc...and then when you're frustrated, it seems the world just come tumbling down and you have to pick the pieces and move on with life. Yep, I have my share of all that too. Ok lah, angkat bakul jak rasanya aku ish...

Berbalit dengan cerita kawan ku, she seems ok today, she's back to her oldself but my instinct tells me that she's just acting. Orang dah banyak gilak makan garam tok nak k bulaknya....hehehe..tapi as much as I am itching to know, I just hold back jaklah. I respect her privacy and I pray that she'll get over it. I believe that if she's ready to share her sorrows with me, she will....one of these day. It definitely hurts but still, life goes on kan, unless nya nak munuh dirik..ya parah dah!..Which reminds me of another friend of mine, I was deadly surpised when I saw his fb status yesterday..he's contemplating suicide?..menar kah tok....eeee..I have yet to advise him...I just somehow don't how to tell him.