Sebuku sabun

A beatiful gift from someone who just came back from study leave and will get her PhD title soon. This is what I call sebuku sabun...boleh?!!! 

Friendship

When you suddenly get a call from an old friend (let me refer her as M) a distance away, you definitely sense that someting is wrong and I was right. A friendship that was built since young and as it grows older, you would have thought that you would have understand your friend better.  Some friendship soars to a better height, some just come to standstill and some just ended.  Honestly, I have all three..it's not easy to maintain a good and healthy relationship, at times we agree on the same thing and other times we would disagree or argue on something.  Along the way you'll learn how to be considerate of others and sometimes you just know when to shut up.

I won't go further though, suffice to say that both of us were kinda of frustrated with (let me refer her as T).  In secondary school,we were so close with each other especially M and T.  Years go by and M is happily married with 3 kids now and both T and  me remained single since.  Along the way, due to career and family commitments we were  not able to contact each other as much as we want to. However, I just don't know what has happened to T, I could sense that she is so secretive and defensive of her personal lifenowadays. And that is what we thought of her now, as she's giving us that impression anyway. Honestly I don't want to know what her personal life is all about or what she has been up to all those years.  On top of that I realised that T is getting so overly sensitive for nothing and I practically had to choose the right words whenever I get the opportunity to catch up with her.  She is suddenly so cold now, initially I was offended with her attitude but after so many years of getting cold responses from her I began to accept her as she is but I just can't help wanting to know why?  And when M called me up to share her thoughts too I told her  I was already kecik ati with T all those years.  Unfortunately M only realised about it now and of course she couldn't share her thought with her husband and the best person she could think of was me.  And that was what prompted her to call me last week. And so the gossiping started...eheheeehehehe ..well, I am only humannnnnnn...

But that is how I see it and am not going to be poky or nosy about it though.  Both of us missed the old T so much that it hurts to see her losing herself like that. No doubt, we have our ups and downs in life, and I guess that is how T handles her share of that now but it hurts.   I wish I could help her but I just don't know where to begin.

Images courtesy of google.
At times reading and looking at beautiful quotes like this brings a smile and quickly my thought and heart goes out to some good old friends.  I missed them so much and how I wish to see them now.


 

Demam

Heard this over the radio last night, eh?..apakah? Tiba-tiba jak lagu Embun dimain, mentang2lah masih demam dengan drama Gemersik Kalbu. Missing Ahmad Sufian Aziz & Raihana. Who? See picture below. I simply love their acting and chemistry here though I can sense that both Ayu and Aqasha were careful not to go overboard. Wellllllllllll.....

Credit to fanpage Gemersik Kalbu. This song is not related at all to the drama but listening to it again brings me back down to memory lane,I've watched Embun and it is a damn good movie. However two of the actors had passed away, Hani Mohsin and Izi Yahya. Alfatihah to both.

Aqasha (Aiman / Ad Samad) Embun

Dari bibir Kancah yang menyiksa

Telah tersua cinta kita

Usah dikau cuba menyangkalnya

Kutahu kau merasa apa yang kurasa

Katakanlah Mentera apakah Mengobar bara di hatimu

Kau rela korban sebuah asmara

Demi merandai perjuanganmu

Embun... andai takdir

Kita tak bersama

Selama jasad masih bernyawa

Tak mungkin kau kan kulupa

Embun... andai takdir

Memisahkan kita

Tak bersatu di bumi yang fana

Kudamba dikau di syurga

Oh... Kaulah cahaya menerangi kegelapan

Kau kekuatan di kala mumur impian

Andai kau gugur malah tiada bernisan

Takkan kau pudar di ingatan

Embun... andai takdir

Kita tak bersama

Selama jasad masih bernyawa

Tak mungkin kau kulupa

Embun... andai takdir

Memisahkan kita

Tak bersatu di bumi yang fana

Kudamba dikau di syurga

Kudamba dikau di syurga

Nun di syurga

My feline babies

My superman aka Janggut(kuat merajuk tapi manjak abis)

Cottonball aka Ball, very spoilt and manjak

Snowball aka Snow, kaki bully & suka gigit perut kawan2

My good boy Siam, manjak and quiet and loving

I will always love you Ms Whitney

It shocked me yesterday when I heard the news of her death. Soon after, most of the major radio stations were playing her songs. LiteFM made a tribute to her this morning and while preparing myself for work today, it gave me goosebumps here and there just listening to her songs again. I have so many favourites and I can't seem to pick some to share here.

Let me see...apart from the beautiful soundtracks from her movie, Bodyguard(whom she was paired with actor Kevin Costner which I have no second thoughts to watch again and again....) I love this one, this one is from the movie Exhale...Hurt So Bad...

Another one from the movie, same title Exhale....a groovy number and gets your moving with the rythm....saying shoop, shoop, shoop...

Everyone falls in love sometime

Sometimes it's wrong

Sometimes it's right

For every win

someone must fail

But there comes a point when

When we exhale(yeah, yeah, yeah

Saying shoop, shoop, shoop...

The song, I know him so well. She was not the original singer but I just love her version. The original singers were Elaine Page and Barbara Dickson.

You Give Good Love

Ok enough said, I am saddened so much with her death and as one of her million fans, may you rest in peace now Ms Whitney. I will always remember you for being a diva, legend and a very gifted entertainer with such a beautiful voice. I can't help it but one of the reasons for her sudden death is her frustrations with her broken marriage to Bobby Brown and her struggle with drugs and drinking problems.

Obsesiku...........Gemersik Kalbu................

Obsesiku

 Matamu...

Bibirmu..

Pipimu dan Juga Senyum mu

Membuat Aku Lebur Hanyut Di Dalam Ghairah

Kernamu

TubuhMu..

HarumMu..

Hatimu

Oh Semua Aku Mahu

Inginku Gigit-Gigit Cuping Telinga Kecilmu

Luahkan Perasaanku

Membisikan Aku Cinta Kamu

Asmara Disetiap Pagi HariMu

Dengan Harapan Agar Kau Tahu

Semoga Kau Tahu Ku GilakanMu

Aura Mu Memujuk Rayu

Hatiku Sering Bergoncang Jiwa Ini

Siang Malam Ku Gundah

Tiada Melihat WajahMu

Ku Rindu

TubuhMu

Harum Mu

Hati Mu

Oh Semua Aku Mahu

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I love this song simply because, it's catchy, cheeky and funky. I heard it the first time over the local radio station and I was like, what kind of lyric is this....ku gigit2 cuping telingamu.. Sooooooo, I fell in love with the song first and it's like a chain reaction when I found out that the singer is Aqasha and it's one of the song in a local drama currently showing in TV3.

And so the rest is history, I am hooked again to another drama(this time not much of a tear-jerker kinda of drama as I found it deals with loads of internal emotions and facial expressions and body language...etc....) Though I have told myself not to get too attached with the next drama,I was wrong again. Yayayayyaya, I kept telling myself am not going to get my emotion twisted by another drama after Tentang Dhia & Nora Elena but beholdddddddddd....I have failed!!!

And after watching so many YTs on GK, wellllllllll...he seems to be the ideal guy or husband that any wife would wish for. However, I notice a slight difference though cos the guy's character is rather cheeky and flirty and funny. And of course it is so glaring that he is such a romantic brat.Well, can't blame the guy though, he has to work hard to flirt and seduce her at the same time wanting her to accept him***sigh**** I have not read the novel yet but reading the reviews in the facebook and CARI forum has certainly tempted me enough to buy the novel. But later2 la cos trying to get one now is not easy as my experience with Nora Elena previously, the novel was sold out almost everywhere. And no, am not going to order the novel just yet as it will be available not soon but definitely later..ahaks....

Alfatihah

An ex-classmate passed away this morning of brain tumor. He was 44 years old, we were not close but he was one that used to tease a lot of girls and trying to get their attention in his own funny little way. Alfatihah to allahyarham Darmanshah. Moga rohmu dicucuri rahmatNYA dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman.