Frust?...

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Bila dah selalu gilak frust, perasaan ya dah jadi biasa dah kinek tok. Immune gilak lah ya, at times I just wondered, have I reached to the point of being heartless?....entahlah. Admittedly after what happened last night, the same deep sinking feeling is back, but I sort of manage to control the anguish and the hurt. The aching is there too but I always tell myself, it's time to move on. Another chapter in my life has closed and a new chapter begins. Be strong girl!!!....

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